Life After SPM

Greetings readers! Time flies when your having fun but any of you guys had thought about whats your next move after SPM? Okay, i know some of you guys are looking for a part time job somewhere at the mall, airport, factory, etc and some of you are staying at home chillin, chillin with peeps, relaxing and lazying. But have you guys REALLY thought whats your next move after taking the result? Well, some of you already plan whats your next move for your future college/Uni and some of you are pretty confused and had no idea where else to move on. We get alot facing this kind of situation after graduating from high school tho. Some are just being so depressed thinking whats their next move after the result was out. And that includes ME! I know i've been thinking that my next move is gonna be an editorial fashion or editorial at the new york times, but somehow, i need to realised how am i gonna go all the way to NYC!! Like this is just fucking sad! I Need to take alot of allowance if i really wanna go there so badly. And whats worst, my parents DISAGREE with my ambition opinion! And even worst, they force me to take medical course! And i HATE it! Its not like i dont wanna be a doctor nor dentist nor pharmacist, but my science academic arent good enough. Last time when i was form 1 till form 3, science was a piece of cake for me because i pay attention alot at class. But after i became a senior form 4 and 5, my attention on academic got even WORST! And science for seniors, aint that easy! But i consider myself lucky for not taking Biology, Chemistry and Physics because i knew that is gonna take alot of effort to revised all of this hard work to make my academic result looks good. Anyways, talk about some boring medical, i must try to convince my parents that i really wanna be an editorial and a talk show host so badly! I know they think my dreams are pretty too much but i will promise them that i will work my ass off even harder that they never see me before! And i will blew their mind someday that i can prove to them, i can ahieve this dream!  My dreams aint easy to achieve but i'll do whatever it takes to make myself to go NYC and be a famous editorial. If my dreams really do come true, i'm gonna upgrade myself to make my own talk show! All i have to do is to go all the way to hollywood studio and audition for myself. LOL. I dont care how my talk show is gonna look like one day or how less famous or huge famous is unless the talk show has the similiar common as oprah, ellen degeneres, tyra banks, jimmy fallon, david letterman, martha stewart or anderson cooper talk show. For me, it is so cool to make my own talk show because i love to be entertain in front of the world and sharing some amazing story with amazing people around the world. It would be a blessed if i really achieve this dream. So wish me luck guys. Hope i really achieve it. Soon enough you'll see my face on tv. LOL. And lastly, for more advice, never stop believing your dreams even tho is impossible to achieve because you never knew whats gonna happen if you work so hard on it. All the best of good result for all spm candidates 2011! God Bless! Peace Yo!

My First Blog/ Anonymous Me

Its my first time ever created my own blog so i want all blogger, feel free to follow. I'll follow back. First of all, i want to thank my little friend, lorenzo isaac for making this blog for me and give me a suggestion to make one. I never had an experience writing a blog before so this is just a beginning. Hopefully i get alot of readers and blogger viewing my blog although my blog had no in common with you guys. But i will try to make some interesting story to read and hope you guys dont mind about my not so specific english grammar. LOL. Forgive me if there any english language mistake i have. Anyways, i had a sad short story that i really like to share with you guys about my best friend Isaac Sudin. Isaac is one of the second best of the best friend that i ever had besides Malcolm(the first one). LOL. His not just a friend, but a loving brother who i trust, who treat me with honesty, who always there for me when i needed someone to help, who loves and accept me for who i am and the only friend who i never had a fight with. He is such an amazing friend that i never had and i would forever regret if i had a forgotten him and leave him with new friends. His not like any other guy who i can trust. For me, his like the angel gabriel friend that always comfort me when i face big problems and giving a good advice for my mistake. Unfortunately, i couldnt understand him and his problem because he never speaks with his voice. Sometimes, he is such a mystery friend that lies behind with huge problem his going through without telling me nor his other friend nor siblings. It sadden me because he never dare told me about his problem and it is unfair for him that i talk alot with my problems with him which he never talk about his. Somehow, whenever we had a conversation, he always come out with a topic what is my problem and he gets really interested to hear about it. But for me, its not okay for me to talk about my problem only. I really wanted to hear his problem with his own voice without giving a sign joke that he always make. I wanna help with his problem too because i know he couldnt solve it on solo. He needs someone advice too that includes me. I really hate it when everytime he says to me "peter, you'll be a huge success than i am. And i know your future would be an amazing". Uhmm hello, do you forget about yourself isaac? Why is it only me sac? I want you to be SUCCESS too!! I want him to be EVEN MORE SUCCESS than i am because i know he is one smart intelligent guy who never wasted his time on studying. Unlike me. He went to a better a class than i am and had a better academic result than i am. He is more hardworking guy and never waste his time when there is a chance for him to revised himself on his studying unlike me either. How could you never said that you are special sac? I'm not the only one who are special in great different things. Everyone is special in great different things and their own way including my friend isaac.  All i wanted from him is to be free, to be who he is and not ashamed of himself even tho he face alot of problems. Everyone has a problem. Every human has one so his not alone. But he thinks his alone. But his not. I know he had a tough family problems especially his mother who made him like this. But i'm giving him alot of prayers to him and his mother so that their relationship love can flow so perfectly and God will touch his mom's heart. Somehow, he forgets who he is and that makes him questioning who he really is. And it makes me even sad. I couldnt hold my tears because of him. A one true amazing special friend/person who never had a good love relationship with his own mother. Who never had a chance to see his own mother giving a soft touch of love to himself. All he wants a true honesty love reply for his own mother.  But i will not stop praying for him everyday. My prayer to him wont stop because having a friend like him, everyone would have one. EVERYONE. And he really really DESERVE that love feeling!