We Run The Night

Yo guys! How is it going on life? Sorry for the late update. Life was always busy. I hope you like this topic coz i'll assure you that you wanna do the same thing as i am. lol. ok this is how it started. Last thursday, i was absent from school coz my tooth was badly hurt. Then i had a call from Taylor University. They told me that they wanted to interview me and i was pretty confused at that time coz taylor just call. I mean like, its Taylor. The top 1 private university in Malaysia. lol. I cant say i was pretty freak out or exciting but i had that confused feeling on my mind so i have no feelings at that moment. lol. Anyways, so i told them that maybe i should give it a try and who knows i gt accepted. So, before i went for the interview, i have no clothes to wear so i decided to go shopping with my new friend mate michael, amber, daniel and christine since they were also absent school. We went shop at pullman mall and then had lunch at one station. Then we went straightly to Taylor's University Office branch at 3rd mile nearby the chicago cafe. As i went for the interview alone, i was pretty nervous and i almost pee on my pants. Then during the interview goes on, i was beyond impress coz i couldnt imagine that i talk so constantly fluent in english british. lol!! And the the lecturer was pretty strict and scary so i try to cool myself down so i wont stutter during the interview. 30 minutes later, i went out from the office and nervously waiting for their decision whether i've been accepted or not. The aircorn was damn cold and i couldnt stop shaking and feelign so shivering. Its like my whole body been possesed by a devil or sumtin. lol! 10 minutes later, i was been call again to the office. As i step inside, and take a long deep breathe, and look at the lecturer eyes with totally no expression, as my mind told me "i knew i never accepted" with a pain of dissapointing feeling. But then, as i was sit down right infront of her, she give me a huge smile and said, congratulations! we, taylor's love to have you! And that moment there was a firework and applaused loudly in my mind and abit tears on my eyes coz i never expected that i've been accepted! :'D On that moment, i was the happiest man alive and i couldnt stop smiling the whole day! My peeps giving me a huge group hug within the biggest joy that i accepted to Taylor University. But i still need to stay continued in my study in sunny hill school coz they need it to see my maths since it fail or else they force me to take A level instead of diploma. Then 8 hours later, the night was about to begin, so whats on my mind? ugh! duuuhhhhhh! Partehhhhhh! Whole Night Long partehhhhh! lol. So the 7 of my peeps which includes me, sharen, daphne, bat, numnum, korea & leon went around 10 pm to celebrate. But we went chillin first at station one for a moment we wait for 12 midnight coz party in pub usually gets cranky around midnight. So as we went there, we went high and not to say too much drunk and had too much cigarette too. LOL. Within 2 hours party we went home before the ambush started but we had a bit problem. My peeps sharen gt so drunk and we gt totally lose controlling her. As korea, leon and i help carrying to my car, she gt puke on jeans and my sneakers. -___-" I gt abit pissed off during those time but i try to understand that she's not good handling of alcholics. So as went inside the car, we went out for lime juice drink for a moment as numnum and bat told me that lime juice can prevent drunkness. We had to stop by at the cafe siang2 which it opens 24 hours coz we gt so scared that if sharen gt home drunk, her parents would be extremely pissed off! As we take a break time in siang abt an hour, we went home straightly after that coz its almost 5am. As i  sent all my peeps safely, my car is full of sweat of smoke and beer. I went inside by sneaking and took alot of fragrance and spray it all over. Before we went to bed, i took my shower for the last minute so that my parents wont find out. As i lay down on my bed, i feel like my whole body is now starting to charge. LOL. It was the most amazing day EVA!

The Hunger Games

What can i say about this film? Whuutttt?? whuutttt?? Thats easy! OUTSTANDING! AWESOMENESS! AMAZING FANTASTIC! And OBSESSED! LOL! I have to say this is the new generation of my obsession. The story line is just simply fantastic and interesting. What more to say the character are absolutely incredible. Just simply incredible. I have not much to say how amazing it is the movie but it defintely defines fantastic movie that i ever watch since The Lord Of The Rings, Harry Potter & Twilight which are also amazing movie too. If you read the books, you can see there are abit difference from the movie line. But anyways, the books and the movies are equally amazing. Suzzane Collins is just absolutely genius for making this story. She was 100 percent inspired by the greek/roman empire gladiator during she wrote her story. Even a famous writer such as Stephanie Meyer(Twilight), Stephen King(It), Rick Riordan(Percy Jackson), The New York Times, Rolling Stone, Entertainment Weekly And Elizabeth Bird(School Library Journal) was pretty admire with the work of Suzzane Collins. The movie was also became most anticipating movie of the year(2012) and remain No.1 until now on the Worldwide blockbuster movie. The movie was also beating Twilight And Chronicles Of Narnia which are also most anticipating movie on 2008-2011 and which people also might thought the movie became the next The Lord Of The Ring & Harry Potter. The Hunger Games also had a trilogy like other famous hit movie trilogy. The next Hunger Games trilogy is Catching Fire which is the second trilogy and Mockingjay makes the third and the last trilogy of the story. I dont know why i got quickly obsessed with the movie. I have to say this is the best of the best obsession movie i ever had rather than a non-fiction story like Narnia, Lord Of The Rings, Harry Potter And Twilight which i used to be obsessed with it too. I'm not saying that i dont like these movie anymore, i'm just saying that Hunger Games has inspired me the most cos it definitely reflect me of something what i've been throught now. It is so hard to explain about it but if you really watch the movie and understand the fact of it, you will knew about what i'm trying to say. The actors and actress are also match with the character in the book. I have nothing to say about all the actors/actress in the movie cos they are just simply fantastic playing the role of the character in the book. For those of you who havent find out the movie, i suggest you find it out now. I promise you that you'll get so addicted with it just like me. I dont want to reveal the whole story line cos i want you guys to find out yourself and i want you guys to feel yourself that excitment and obsession just been born. :D

Yesterday is History. Tomorrow is Mystery. Today is a Gift.

Hey guys! Its been a while! My apology for not updating my blog this past few weeks. Been through extremely hard time after the result was revealed. My result was awful dissapointed and i couldnt feel any joy celebrating it even tho my parents didnt complain insanely and what my other friends told me it was a good effort. I'm feeling no doubt about having this kind of result cos i know i've been fooling around too much and yet, i made too much sin in the past before spm was started that time. I do believe karma has fuck me up after what i did in the past and its a sign of a lesson for me need to learn one more time for this year. But somehow, i do feel regret about it but that is not what i meant that i will regret it forever. I realised that everyone makes mistake somehow. God created a sin so that He can test us to learn from our mistake and not to do it again. We make mistake and we learn from it almost everyday in our lives. I have to admit that who cares about my damn failure result i have now. I did the most effort action i can take and maybe thats the end of the destiny how i ended with. But that doesnt mean i will be a FAILURE forever! I believe God will give us a chance everyday to fulffil re-make our mistake cos He believes that we can do better than yesterday. God always had a different plan for us. We humans will never in the same way that God has plan for us. Some people might have a straight A and straightly headed to a high education or maybe an offer for a scholarship. And some people have not had what they been expected all this time. But that doesnt mean your destiny forever will be end on that journey! All i'm trying to say is NEVER GIVE UP on your life! We all deserve a second chance. And use that chance to strenghten your journey! We must fight and battle for it even tho how hard is the journey we're going through. You might feel very depressed and think that you will not make it on your journey but in the end you will made it! Thats how it works! Like what they always said in Malay "Susah-susah dahulu, senang-senang kemudian". Forget about the mistake you did on the past. Think of the future. You create the future. The future is in your hand. Always remember that yesterday is history. Tomorrow is Mystery. And today is a gift. Always live and believe for what you create. And die protecting it! :)

Chaos Night

Yo folks! How was your weekend last week? Well, hope you guys aint had a chaos weekend like mine. LOL. Yesterday, i had the craziest experience that i never done in my entire life and it cause so much trouble until i had involve my peeps and lecture by their parents. OMG! LOL. I knew this kind of behaviour is totally wrong but its the matter of sacrifice or "just do it" during in the middle of boring night out and no life routine situation. It all start when my peeps, zac, naz & i went to hangout for a while at zac's house. We went to expert for lunch & go for a drive to naz house after that.  Then zac told me & naz that his family need his helping hand to clean and checking his 2nd house at samarahan. He also told that his parents say you can invite along your friends, so we kinda just go for it and help them too since we had no routine on weekend. All we do in that house is clean and gardening. Naz was pretty good doing all the gardening work but me, i am so ashamed of myself because i had no idea how to gardening all the work since i'm borneoan dayak. Luckily, i had a chance of myself to learn how to gardening by zac's parents and it is a good lesson for me tho. And it was kinda fun too until my hand and fingers gone purple cos this past few holidays, i never work so hard. The food they made for dinner was incredible delicious until i had 3 round of plate and i couldnt stop and deny myself not to take it anymore. LOL. So, we went straight home after we finish everything and the parents straight went to bed while zac, naz and i went to chill at hijau cafe for a while. While we having fun at hijau, all sudden, my missy peeps nini inviting me chillin at 101 cafe & clubbing on late night. So i kinda agree and inviting naz along. We didnt go to clubbing actually cos we change our mind, so we heading to bar and had 1 glass vodka and a beer. We dont want to get too much cos my peeps naz gonna be so much in trouble if he gets drunk and nini is gonna be drunk while driving. And whats worst, she dont have a license P and she wanted to drive so bad instead of me. I know this sounds fucking idiot crazy but she just dont let me drive and i get scared and nervous because there are might be a roadblock in this late night. Naz told me to relax so i'm doing my best to try to. So we stop by at 101 cafe for a while since i'm feeling too nerve racking sitting in the car with my peeps who drives with no license P. We been sitting there for an hour till we are out of breathe to talk. LOL. After a long chill at 101, we straightly sent naz home because we dont want him to get in so much trouble. But then something chaos just happen when we sent naz home. First, he was lock from outside. And second, when nini was about to reverse the car, she almost hit the gangster car until those gangster giving that evil mad look and they almost wanna take action on us but luckily we didnt hit the car and get out from that road fast. I almost had a heart attack and i was about to pee in nini's car while nini was feeling slumber and no idea what she's doing. But thank God we didnt mess up those gangster. LOL.  Nini and i felt its still early to went home since we are free, so we head to lepak at sharen appartment until 2am in the morning. Feels like havent seen her for a years cos she was staying on plkn for like 3 months and my life was fucking suckish and boring without her around. And so as my other besties who went to plkn too. That day was the day when they all got back home officially so i wanna meet them so bad cos never seen them in ages. I was about to meet my besties koko & chelly today but they couldnt cos they had other things to take care of., so instead nini and i visit sharen. It was a fun night. LOL. More like fun chaos night.

Movie Mania

So before i get started i want ya'll know that i dont have nothing but a boring life this upcoming march cos after i quit my job i end up with no life and just watch movie all day looooong. But look at the bright side, at least its not that BORING. I kinda enjoy watching movies like i use to when i was around primary school & junior high school. During dat time, i never eva wouldnt want to miss the latest movie especially like one of my favourite trilogy movie such as Harry Potter, Narnia, The Bourne Legacy, Twilight, The lord of the rings, etc. Watching movie feels like u wanna act in that movie and somehow you could imagine that you pretend yourself your the lead role cast on that movie. And that is the best part of watching movie. Anyways, recently i watch alot of academy award nominee & winning movie for this year and its really open up myself to a whole new world which is i have a new interest of watching this type of movie. Usually i dont really care about those academy award nominee movie cos i know those movie are boring as shit since i love action & romance modern type of movie last time. I guess what old people said "you will think more matured one day" is obviously right. LOL.

THE HELP
Ok, here's the thing. The only thing that i watch this movie cos i only want to see how emma stone performance act was. But then in da middle of watching this, i change my mind not only want to see her performance act but all of the cast too. And the best part is, i'm starting to obsessed with this movie! The whole movie is about a racisism between black & white people arent allowed to communicate with each other on public. And also it is one of the against the law of the US state in jackson, mississippi. The Help was reffered to The Maid a.k.a black people who work with white rich people which is the only job that the black people who can work with. The movie starts with a character name skeeter who got her first job at the jackson Editing company. She wanted to make a novel/story about The Help a.k.a The Maid so that she can work at New York and publish her novel which becomes the best selling novel in the end. She first interview with aibileen(Elizabeth employer/Maid) to talk about how does it feel to work with white people and raised their child. She was also feeling uncomfortable to see her friends giving the bad attitude towards their "maid/help" so she decided to change things up. Especially the character name Holly Hollbrook which are the bitchy character in this movie who treats their mad like animal. She decided to give a protest to all the jackson vill that "maids" are not allowed to share toilet with their employers. So she suggest all the jackson vill to make  another small toilet for "maids". This movie has everything similar crisis of racisism with my country in Malaysia History and present since we have so many different kind of religion & race. It is such an inspiring & touching movie where i can realised that doesnt matter what colour or race/religion you are, we must live as ONE cos we are all creation/son of God & God wouldnt accept this kind of behaviour to keep us continue to fight about what colony we are in, like what aibileen(viola davis) told in the movie. One of my favourite quotes in this movie is "You Is Kind. You. Is Smart. You Is Important". OMG. LOL. I cry the shit out of my eyes when i watch those scene. And the quotes too. I'll say this movie really deserve an academy & gloden globe award. What an incredible story! Well done!

500 DAYS OF SUMMER
Hmmmmm? What can i say about this movie huh? Ok, here goes. At first when i watch this movie, i thought it doesnt make sense at all cos the trailer said its about a boy & a girl who name Tom & summer that falls in love with each other but technically its not a love story. But then when i watch the whole movie, i'm like, WOW! This movie really needs alot of credit!! I seriously never heard about this movie before i wanna watch it but then when my cousin & nephew came by to visit my house, they we're like, "OMG i love this movie! All time favourite man!". And i'm like "huh? rly? never heard anything about this movie yo!". And it all turns they call me KUNO! ugh! WTF?! huh! anyways, the movie is about love story but not technically a real love story.  Its more like a roller coaster misunderstanding love story, for me. LOL. Well, the story is about a boy named tom that falls in love with the new employee a.k.a his boss assistant named summer. So it all happens when tom and summer is on the elevator and tom was busy listening to his mp3 playing the smith while summer interupt and told him that she love the smith too and so she start to sing along with tom. And what happen to tom after that? Well, his been hit by an arrow of cupid of course! And then, almost in the end of the story, summer told tom that she doesnt believe in true love cos she was scared to get hurt and broken hearted. Then they both have sex and sleep together and have sex again and again and again in the bathroom. But tom was confused that he dont understand what is the relationship between him and summer? Are they really in a relationship? When tom want an answer from summer, summer told tom that they both just bestfriend or IDK?! Bestfriend or IDK?! What kind of bestfriend that having sex together everyday? Well, obviously summer is a girl that never experience of love relationship. And yes. she was confused too cos she had no idea what kind of relationship she have between her and tom. The whole concept of this movie is when you fall in love, you cant just randomly said oh yes! she's/he's the one! I mean you are in the situation of first love experience and you cant just rush out without knowing those person more, like as in Mariah Carey song, Love takes time. Its all about patient, baby. Gotta keep calm. This kind of situation always happen during high school love moments. LOL. Like they said, Love monkey. And again! This Movie is Outstanding!

THE IRON LADY
I wasnt expecting to like this movie at first but then i saw the lead role cast was playing by meryl streep so i change my mind to watch it. She's the best of the best actress as i know since i knew angelina jolie nor kate winslet when i was a kid. My parents use to watch all her movies and i kinda enjoy it even tho is pretty boring to watch. But then i saw this movie it was completely outstanding! She's just amazing in different ways of acting and this movie proves how she can make her british accent sooo perfectly. 4 time oscars winning definitely one true amazing talented actress. And there is no doubt that other actress could be just like her coz there is only one true talented meryl streep. The movie is simply about politics drama, the journey how Margaret Thatcher suceed becoming a prime minister in britains and one of the longest term to lead the country than any other prime minister. She was also the first woman/female to become britains prime minister and has won alot in every party leadership election vote. She was earned a nickname "iron lady" for her uncompromosing opposition to socialist politicies and implemented a number of conservative policies that have come to be known as thatcherism. Not only that, she make history in any other woman generation around the world for making her the first woman to step and lead the country. This movie is suit for every woman who needs inspiration to become brave and not to fear.

WAR HORSE

Have you guys ever heard about this movie? i guess you guys probably not. LOL. nevermind. Ok, to all you guys are animal lovers out there, this movie really suits between you and yr loving animal pet to watch together. If you watch the whole movie, you might be guessing that this movie really has similiar with Hachiko: A Dog's Tale movie on 2009. But this one, is 3 times much meaningful & full of sadness because its describe and inspired by a true story about a young man and a horse becoming the greatest partner friendship to commit in a war world 1 in europe. Young man in the movie name Albert Narracott where he first met joey during he was birth and bought by his dad after he buy the colt at auction, despite a friend pointing out a more suitable plough horse for his farm. The horse was bought forcely due to save the family land from to be sold by Ted (the bad guy) which his dad has a deal long time ago, so albert was to incharge raised and feed joey very good and perfectly. When the time was over for albert's dad to pay off his deal, he has no chance but to sold joey away to the army. And albert forcely sign up himself to be a part of an army together with his horse joey without his parents knowing due to not losing joey. They been through alot of hard dangerous journey but in the end, they both survive from the war.  And a part of this scene, this show how albert really loves and care about joey so much and he even sacrifice himself to join the army just for a horse. A horse that just randomly force to bought it by his dad. But in the end, albert and joey definitely connect the love of friendship. Now this what i call a loyalty friendship between man's best friend. Another totally inspiring movie. This movie deserve to be famous.

NEVER LET ME GO

I dont really understand about this movie but since i know its about love triangle between 3 bestfriends, it starts to reminds me everything. I think almost all movie reminds me everything. LOL. The movie is basicly tells about this 2 girl and 1 boy where they grew up together at experimental school for cloning kids. The point of this experiment to show that clonings or donors as they are called, are no different than odinary people. The 3 of them live together in a boarding school and grew up together. Unfortunately, this 3 friends are having dilema about falling in love with each other. A girl name kathy who likes a new freshman student name tom but then her friend ruth was also fall in love with her and find out that kathy likes him too. But kathy never admit that she likes tom by telling her its not her type. So as it begin when they grew and grew become adult, its time for them to find a donor to donate an organ for transplant or else they have to die. Luckily kathy found a donor and she can continue and move on with her life. In the end she became a doctor who helps a patient to find an organ donor because those patient reflects how she was been gone through those hard situation. While she was continue her travelling to each country and state, she immediately all sudden saw her bestfriend ruth since they were split up in 10 years. And then they were both visit another hospital and met tom and the 3 of them unite as they were when they were childhood. Unluckily, ruth and tom couldnt find a donor to donate organs so they were slowly immediately left kathy behind to another world. This part of the scene makes me cry like a fucking creep cute baby till my nose turn red. LOL. This movie wasnt new, it was on theatre 2010. The same goes as 500 days to summer. Gonna make the list of one of the saddest movie i ever watch. 

THE ARTIST

I know you guys arent interested in old movie style but i tell you what, try to watch this movie and give yourself a chance to try watch it even tho you may feel boring at first. This movie may seen boring because the screen is all black and white, no voice and with music play on only. But dont worry about those cos even tho the screen is black and white, they make it more in HD and more clear so people wont complains about looking at dust screen. LOL. The movie will attracts you very quickly when you watch it at first and the music is totally makes you wanna dance in musical or sumtin. LOL. Its interesting that how you can re-watch the old movies style but in modern ways. The movie was to tribute and remember upon all old legend films and how films was created in the late of 20's. The movie was also to reflect all the legends actors/actress so that people know how these icon act on late old silent and black and white movies. The storyline is simple and basic about George Valentin(Jean Dujardin) who is a famous fame icon actor in hollywood acts in silent and black and white movies during the 20's century. His the only actor which one of the favourite in all entertainment in hollywood because he was the first man acts on a film. In the middle of the story, Peppy Miller(Berenice Bejo) who is one of the most biggest fan of George Valentin and also one of her celebrity crush. She met George during the premiere of his new movie A Russian Affair and accidently hit him on the head because she was accidently fell down on George by alot of crazy fans which who push her without control. As this accident was happen, all the atmosphere turns akward, but then George just start to pretend that he know this girl peppy and just randomly hug and take a picture from tons of paparazi & headlines reporter to avoid the akwardness. So the whole hollywood knew about the incident of george and peppy becoming the hottest issues headlines "Who's That Girl" which people never heard about her and questioning all the fans with curiousity. While peppy got noticed more by alot of people, she decided to audition for herself to be a part on  the act career at kinograph studio which is one the famous hollywood studio act and which includes George was also part of the crew. So as it began they act and act in every movie and peppy become alot more attention by alot people. Unluckily, the manager of kinograph studio wants something new for the next generation which is he wants an actor or actress that can talk on the movie cos people started to get tired with silent movie. So he choose peppy to be one of the new star to be act on the first eva movie with voice. And that time started to make George career turns blackout. Incredible huh? LOL. You guys really need to watch this movie. I gerenti you guys will definitely gonna enjoy this movie even tho there is no voice. 

MY WEEK WITH MARILYN

To all the Marilyn Monroe fans out there, i suggest you guys to watch this movie cos if you dont really know about Marilyn past life fame, this movie is the perfect way to flashback all the past memories of Marilyn. Only for those who are born in the 80's or 90's or for those of you who do not familiar with her but you guys always saw her picture in art gallery and her name is always been saying by old people. I cant tell you everything much about this movie cos its hard to explain. The movie is basicly tells a story about how this icon live in her life of fame which all around the world knows her career. Its also tells about behind the secret how Marilyn got through all this hard life of pain even tho she's living in a fame world. And there is a prove behind the secret how she manage to commit in drugs and there is the time that you remember before she died. But in the movie doesnt show how marilyn die but its only show the prove how she die. The movie also telling us even tho yr live in big world of fame, you also wanted the public to treat you like normal people and somehow you wanted to be alone for just one second and not to be busy all the time and also you get so fed up and stress out with all the headlines and reporters making fake stories about you. Its trying to tell us celebrity life also live in a hard life even tho how big money they are making. I'm not sure when its gonna show on theatre in Malaysia but all i know its already came out on dvd. Well, try to get one and watch it. Its definitely gonna blew up your mind about her secret. At the same time its romantic and full of adventure. Its an amazing movie to tell. Definitely one of the favourite.

The Truth Hurts

Ola readers! I have some emotional story to tell. Have you guys ever had an awful experience by lying someone you love the most just because you wanted to protect something perfect and not letting them to know your hiding from them? Well, i think this kind of habit happens all the time in every human situation. The situation that human are feeling depressed, upset, worried & fear. We all think that lying isnt matter at all or lying is just some natural habit and there is nothing wrong with it. But do you even know lying is the matter of sin? I think everyone knows that. But some of us just think that lying is just a small sin. And some say if we lie everytime, we can go to church or mosque or temple and ask for forgiveness over and over again. Well, this matter of forgiveness from God wont be a problem because God knew that each of us human has its own sin and God will forgive us as usual, like shoes we always wear everyday and it gets dirty after that and we need to wash it to make it clean. What about when we lie everytime to the people we love? Is it ok? The hardest thing when we always lie to our friends or family, they will get tired of your fakeness so easily and they absolutely have no trust for us anymore, like a clean rubbers when you start to rub all the time and its getting smaller and smaller. Somehow its hard to get a forgiveness from our love ones but its easy to get a forgiveness from God. I get quite sensitve everytime i think of my mistake i did and somehow you just want to go back rewind and fix it and just tell the truth straight ahead. Well, thats life tho. God is testing us everytime whether we are doing the right or wrong action. And it doesnt matter how hard the situation is cos we had to face it no matter what so we can learn from it. God always had the perfect recycle plan for us. Even tho this problem we had is hard to handle but look at the bright side, God always had the better situation in the future and all we have to do is patient. That is the matter of learning from christian religion. Being patient so that the situation wont make more complicated and mess in everyday life.  And i'll say that I Am Proud To Be Christian btw. lol. well folks, better learn how to tell the truth so you wont face more pressure on yr problem. And pray hard too so your not alone facing it. God is always be there for you :)

Life After SPM

Greetings readers! Time flies when your having fun but any of you guys had thought about whats your next move after SPM? Okay, i know some of you guys are looking for a part time job somewhere at the mall, airport, factory, etc and some of you are staying at home chillin, chillin with peeps, relaxing and lazying. But have you guys REALLY thought whats your next move after taking the result? Well, some of you already plan whats your next move for your future college/Uni and some of you are pretty confused and had no idea where else to move on. We get alot facing this kind of situation after graduating from high school tho. Some are just being so depressed thinking whats their next move after the result was out. And that includes ME! I know i've been thinking that my next move is gonna be an editorial fashion or editorial at the new york times, but somehow, i need to realised how am i gonna go all the way to NYC!! Like this is just fucking sad! I Need to take alot of allowance if i really wanna go there so badly. And whats worst, my parents DISAGREE with my ambition opinion! And even worst, they force me to take medical course! And i HATE it! Its not like i dont wanna be a doctor nor dentist nor pharmacist, but my science academic arent good enough. Last time when i was form 1 till form 3, science was a piece of cake for me because i pay attention alot at class. But after i became a senior form 4 and 5, my attention on academic got even WORST! And science for seniors, aint that easy! But i consider myself lucky for not taking Biology, Chemistry and Physics because i knew that is gonna take alot of effort to revised all of this hard work to make my academic result looks good. Anyways, talk about some boring medical, i must try to convince my parents that i really wanna be an editorial and a talk show host so badly! I know they think my dreams are pretty too much but i will promise them that i will work my ass off even harder that they never see me before! And i will blew their mind someday that i can prove to them, i can ahieve this dream!  My dreams aint easy to achieve but i'll do whatever it takes to make myself to go NYC and be a famous editorial. If my dreams really do come true, i'm gonna upgrade myself to make my own talk show! All i have to do is to go all the way to hollywood studio and audition for myself. LOL. I dont care how my talk show is gonna look like one day or how less famous or huge famous is unless the talk show has the similiar common as oprah, ellen degeneres, tyra banks, jimmy fallon, david letterman, martha stewart or anderson cooper talk show. For me, it is so cool to make my own talk show because i love to be entertain in front of the world and sharing some amazing story with amazing people around the world. It would be a blessed if i really achieve this dream. So wish me luck guys. Hope i really achieve it. Soon enough you'll see my face on tv. LOL. And lastly, for more advice, never stop believing your dreams even tho is impossible to achieve because you never knew whats gonna happen if you work so hard on it. All the best of good result for all spm candidates 2011! God Bless! Peace Yo!