Its my first time ever created my own blog so i want all blogger, feel free to follow. I'll follow back. First of all, i want to thank my little friend, lorenzo isaac for making this blog for me and give me a suggestion to make one. I never had an experience writing a blog before so this is just a beginning. Hopefully i get alot of readers and blogger viewing my blog although my blog had no in common with you guys. But i will try to make some interesting story to read and hope you guys dont mind about my not so specific english grammar. LOL. Forgive me if there any english language mistake i have. Anyways, i had a sad short story that i really like to share with you guys about my best friend Isaac Sudin. Isaac is one of the second best of the best friend that i ever had besides Malcolm(the first one). LOL. His not just a friend, but a loving brother who i trust, who treat me with honesty, who always there for me when i needed someone to help, who loves and accept me for who i am and the only friend who i never had a fight with. He is such an amazing friend that i never had and i would forever regret if i had a forgotten him and leave him with new friends. His not like any other guy who i can trust. For me, his like the angel gabriel friend that always comfort me when i face big problems and giving a good advice for my mistake. Unfortunately, i couldnt understand him and his problem because he never speaks with his voice. Sometimes, he is such a mystery friend that lies behind with huge problem his going through without telling me nor his other friend nor siblings. It sadden me because he never dare told me about his problem and it is unfair for him that i talk alot with my problems with him which he never talk about his. Somehow, whenever we had a conversation, he always come out with a topic what is my problem and he gets really interested to hear about it. But for me, its not okay for me to talk about my problem only. I really wanted to hear his problem with his own voice without giving a sign joke that he always make. I wanna help with his problem too because i know he couldnt solve it on solo. He needs someone advice too that includes me. I really hate it when everytime he says to me "peter, you'll be a huge success than i am. And i know your future would be an amazing". Uhmm hello, do you forget about yourself isaac? Why is it only me sac? I want you to be SUCCESS too!! I want him to be EVEN MORE SUCCESS than i am because i know he is one smart intelligent guy who never wasted his time on studying. Unlike me. He went to a better a class than i am and had a better academic result than i am. He is more hardworking guy and never waste his time when there is a chance for him to revised himself on his studying unlike me either. How could you never said that you are special sac? I'm not the only one who are special in great different things. Everyone is special in great different things and their own way including my friend isaac. All i wanted from him is to be free, to be who he is and not ashamed of himself even tho he face alot of problems. Everyone has a problem. Every human has one so his not alone. But he thinks his alone. But his not. I know he had a tough family problems especially his mother who made him like this. But i'm giving him alot of prayers to him and his mother so that their relationship love can flow so perfectly and God will touch his mom's heart. Somehow, he forgets who he is and that makes him questioning who he really is. And it makes me even sad. I couldnt hold my tears because of him. A one true amazing special friend/person who never had a good love relationship with his own mother. Who never had a chance to see his own mother giving a soft touch of love to himself. All he wants a true honesty love reply for his own mother. But i will not stop praying for him everyday. My prayer to him wont stop because having a friend like him, everyone would have one. EVERYONE. And he really really DESERVE that love feeling!
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